easter

perhaps it is the easter season that brings love and truth to the surface. it is everywhere. it's dripping from our extremities. coming out of our eyes. shooting out of our mouths. erupting from the steps of our feet.

there has been a great movement lately. and the faithful try to ride the waves. i am so grateful for the more steady rhythm nowadays. despite difficulties. despite hysterics and silliness. despite sudden surges of joy.

i have been reflecting about love because of everything happening lately, and generally the transition back into home the past six months. you know you are home when the truth corners you. 

i feel like there is already a novel ready to explode from me because of everything that has been unexamined about my own life the past few years. where do i even begin. i guess this: the love of the world will never be enough. even the reflection of God's love, in the world, will never be enough. 

this shall be continued hopefully tomorrow morning when i don't have a headache anymore.