in the office early and had breakfast here. i'm grateful that despite everything that's happened, this office has become very familiar and comfortable for me. v and i regularly nest in this office. we are always the ones buying food for the pantry, thinking of what appliance could serve the office best, and thinking of how it will be when we move downstairs. 

i can't imagine working any way other than being emotionally invested like this. i think i would have a hard time dragging myself to work.

it's the graduation of the kinder class and im wondering how it will go. it was a great challenge for them to get through rehearsals. maybe though they will feel the seriousness of the event and they will behave.

today is the last day of the school year. a lot of faces will be gone next year. not sure what it means for us and for our own little company that is both independent from and part of the school.

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didnt get to post that earlier. it is a while before midnight right now and i am pretty exhausted. i dont know exactly from what. because work today was relatively light and nothing really stressed me out. maybe it is being spent from the week. hopefully what i cannot explain is God-explicable, like i am helping to carry the load of the issues and the story i am witnessing unfold. 

tomorrow is the first saturday in a while where i can wake up slowly and calmly in my own time and i am looking forward to it.