this latter half of the week has borne many missed writings. despite setting reminders and now wearing a watch, this still happens. i haven't forgotten, either, regardless of the reminder. when it comes to the moment i just make a decision to postpone it a few minutes because i am in the middle of something. until the few minutes is an hour, a few hours... it is easier to forgo in the evening when the times for posting are closer together. and then recently my nights have been cluttered.
i have to make a decision to drop everything when i hear that reminder alarm. or is it about being able to do it despite what i'm doing? for example, my evening and night times recently have been preoccupied with important conversations. i guess i should trust myself to make decisions about this and stand by my actions. be accountable.
the practice doesn't have to be perfect. it just has to be sincere. and truthful.
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