forward

meant to be posted at 8am 

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i am getting anxious because my dad isnt back from mass yet when it's usually that 7am they are back from mass. i need to ask him about the video camera charger which i stupidly forgot about last night. i am hoping for the best that he knows where it is. worst case scenario is v forgot it and i forgot to ask about it since december. 

im aware of my thoughts not being on the ball and i realise a lot of things too late. unable to think ahead or at least unable to think ahead in the right way and the right time.

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had to travel just then and so paused the writing. i am at the trainig venue now and waiting for colleagues. i sure hope the air conditioners work... 

i need to learn how to pull out useful and helpful thoughts, rather than the whole bunch that includes dwelling, contemplating, musing, and generally not going anywhere.